"..."

Actually, I don't want juju spend his holiday in Bangka. Even with his family.
I don't know, but..I'm so selfish yeah I know that.
I just worry about him, and worry about me.

God, what should I do?
I know he's really really want to go to Bangka, and meet his old friend, meet his father.
But I'm too selfish to said "yes"
I'm afraid, I'm afraid will lose him :(

God, help me :(
Help me God :(
Tell me what should I do now? :'(

Heaven on Earth

I have a little heaven on earth.
A place that full of warm, love, peace, and always make me save and comfort.
And my little heaven is around my best friends, my J, and my cousin.

I'm happy to have them in my life.
They always fill my life with happiness, fun, comfortable, joyfully.
They always make me laugh, make me smile, and never let me cry.

I loved to spend my day with them.
And I'm so thankful with God, that give them to me :')